Being consumed by nostalgia
It is important to dream about new adventures, to leave behind all the old trusted situations
But then again to leave behind the people you trust and who support you doesn’t come very naturally. However much your connection to what you know is trusted , the temptation of new experiences is so domineering you have little choice but to go.
The most difficult part is the letting go, when your on a new path often the feeling of nostalgia will overwhelm you . It will consume your thoughts break in on to your dreams,
When at a certain point they start to consume you,
Loosing focus on all ambitions that where previously so prominent.
This nostalgia starts to work almost like a disease, where the further away you are from the memories you miss, the more you try to hold on to it.
Until at a certain point these memories have consumed you and integrated in to your life in such a prominent way that they become a part of you. You will never be abel to let go because they are perminantly inprinted on you like scars the only option is to wear them proudly.